Your Suicidal Madness
Disclaimer: This poem belongs to me.
Your mouth moves
You aren't controling it
You're spilling
everything
Your eyes blinded by tears
They sit there
In shock
They
had no idea
They didn't even notice
Your mouth finally just stops
And
you feel liberated
They stare at you
Angry
They want to know why you
didn't tell them sooner
You tell them why
'I couldn't trust you'
They
scream at you
You flinch away
They're scaring you
Bringing back
memories long buried
You beg for them to stop
They don't listen
They
kiss you angrly
Their hands slide up your shirt
You push them away
You
can't do this
You'll break down
You stopped before one thing could be
told
The most important one
You can't stand the way skin feels against
your own
It reminds you of what the other one did to you
It makes you feel
disgusting
You run from them
Pleading for death
You stop
Then you
grab the knife
They see you
You pick up another
You threaten them with
one
The other placed at the base of your throat
'Stay away'
You tell
them
They won't
They grab the blade of the knife
Scarlet liquid
dripping onto the floor
They pull it away from you
They grasp the one already slicing through you skin
They rip it away
They scream
You
cry
You don't apoligize
You aren't sorry
You ment to hurt
yourself
You deserve the pain
You through punches at them
Hoping
they'll hit you back
Inflict the pain you can't
They won't though
You
know they won't
You need to do it yourself
But you have to get away from
them
You turn tail
You run fastr than you ever have before
Determined
to end it
You run
Run
Run
Run
Then you stop
You're where you
want to be
The end of a cliff
A precipiece
One that over looks a valley
hundreds of feet below
The wind buffets you as you look down
blankly
Preparing yourself for the jump
You leap
The wind flies behind
you
Turbulance building a shot of adreniline in your viens
You brace your
self for the inevitable mpact
But it doesn't come
You open your
eyes
You see sheets around you
You rise
Appaled with your self
You
turn to the small blade beside you
You lash it out quickly
Allowing it to
pierce your skin welcomly
You find yourself wish it wasn't a dream
Wish
you could end it with no regrets
But you knew there would be if they were
still there
The one infactuated with you
But the feelings are
mutal
Forcing you to smile
Act happy
Untill you 're able to tell them
everything
When you trust them enough
Your mouth moves
You aren't controling it
You're spilling
everything
Your eyes blinded by tears
They sit there
In shock
They
had no idea
They didn't even notice
Your mouth finally just stops
And
you feel liberated
They stare at you
Angry
They want to know why you
didn't tell them sooner
You tell them why
'I couldn't trust you'
They
scream at you
You flinch away
They're scaring you
Bringing back
memories long buried
You beg for them to stop
They don't listen
They
kiss you angrly
Their hands slide up your shirt
You push them away
You
can't do this
You'll break down
You stopped before one thing could be
told
The most important one
You can't stand the way skin feels against
your own
It reminds you of what the other one did to you
It makes you feel
disgusting
You run from them
Pleading for death
You stop
Then you
grab the knife
They see you
You pick up another
You threaten them with
one
The other placed at the base of your throat
'Stay away'
You tell
them
They won't
They grab the blade of the knife
Scarlet liquid
dripping onto the floor
They pull it away from you
They grasp the one already slicing through you skin
They rip it away
They scream
You
cry
You don't apoligize
You aren't sorry
You ment to hurt
yourself
You deserve the pain
You through punches at them
Hoping
they'll hit you back
Inflict the pain you can't
They won't though
You
know they won't
You need to do it yourself
But you have to get away from
them
You turn tail
You run fastr than you ever have before
Determined
to end it
You run
Run
Run
Run
Then you stop
You're where you
want to be
The end of a cliff
A precipiece
One that over looks a valley
hundreds of feet below
The wind buffets you as you look down
blankly
Preparing yourself for the jump
You leap
The wind flies behind
you
Turbulance building a shot of adreniline in your viens
You brace your
self for the inevitable mpact
But it doesn't come
You open your
eyes
You see sheets around you
You rise
Appaled with your self
You
turn to the small blade beside you
You lash it out quickly
Allowing it to
pierce your skin welcomly
You find yourself wish it wasn't a dream
Wish
you could end it with no regrets
But you knew there would be if they were
still there
The one infactuated with you
But the feelings are
mutal
Forcing you to smile
Act happy
Untill you 're able to tell them
everything
When you trust them enough